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I've been thinking about one thing for several days. Okey, two.

I think it all started with a dream.. A dream about another human with the opposite sex. We often hang out and talk. I can't say if it's on my job or on my school. Take a wild guess.

Okey, it's just not me and this person who hang out, it's a whole bunch of people. Both females and males. I've never been thinking, about the ones with opposite sex, as more than friends.

We're just hanging out like buddies, the whole group. Sure, there are some good looking people with us, but still..

Anyway, yesterday night i think i had a dream, and as soon as i woke up i just started to think about this one person in our group. I thought about the beautiful smile that this person had.

And, I mean, I'm not single. I'm in a relationship with another person, and this is making me feel really weird! I meet the person i was dreaming about every day, and i can't just stop looking at him/her. I think of the persons absolutely gorgeous brown hair, and his/her unusual laugh.

But then I think about my current partner, and I feel really really bad! He/she really loves me, and i can't just turn down her/his love because i had a weird dream of a friend, and now I think I'm starting to like her/him.. I don't even know if the person likes me back!

I feel weird when I talk to my friends, because I never look at..

Okey, this was hard, let's call him or her Kim. It's both a girl and boy name.

I feel weird when I talk to my friends, because I never look at Kim. It would just make me blush or I will start to forget what I was going to say.

Oh, my god.. When I think of Kims eyes, I become all warm! I've got guilt for thinking this..

Is it cheating if you just like another person, and if you still love your partner? If you're just thinking, is that cheating? Please help me!

I would really appreciate some helping comments, if you want to?