My second thought..
Okay, yesterday i wrote to you about a friend of mine, who I've started to like through a dream I can't even remember.
Today I'm going to write a little about my father.
He's like an angry grizzly bear who just woke up. He have like over a million different rules and things i just have to do. I can't even do important stuff at home.
Okey, so now you may have a little picture of me, if you've been observant. Or else, you're dumb..
Anyway, he makes me do the dishes, I have to do the vacuuming, I have to do the laundry.. I even have to feed and take care of the animals!
I mean, I may have.... okey, I'm going to give you two examples, to make it more difficult to find out who I am.
1. I mean, I may have a loot of homeworks. I maybe have a big national test just the day after, but i still have to do these other things.
2. I mean, I may have a lot of evaluations or other notes to write down. I may have an early shift the day after, but i still have to do these other things.
And, besides that, he's a jerk. And he smells.
I just want to have some help with this, what would you do? I mean, if your father or stepfather is a total moron and an ego person, is you just going to ignore him? That just won't work!
Please answer my question..! Peace out, ¤TheAnonymousMe¤
Okey, my first thoughts..
I've been thinking about one thing for several days. Okey, two.
I think it all started with a dream.. A dream about another human with the opposite sex. We often hang out and talk. I can't say if it's on my job or on my school. Take a wild guess.
Okey, it's just not me and this person who hang out, it's a whole bunch of people. Both females and males. I've never been thinking, about the ones with opposite sex, as more than friends.
We're just hanging out like buddies, the whole group. Sure, there are some good looking people with us, but still..
Anyway, yesterday night i think i had a dream, and as soon as i woke up i just started to think about this one person in our group. I thought about the beautiful smile that this person had.
And, I mean, I'm not single. I'm in a relationship with another person, and this is making me feel really weird! I meet the person i was dreaming about every day, and i can't just stop looking at him/her. I think of the persons absolutely gorgeous brown hair, and his/her unusual laugh.
But then I think about my current partner, and I feel really really bad! He/she really loves me, and i can't just turn down her/his love because i had a weird dream of a friend, and now I think I'm starting to like her/him.. I don't even know if the person likes me back!
I feel weird when I talk to my friends, because I never look at..
Okey, this was hard, let's call him or her Kim. It's both a girl and boy name.
I feel weird when I talk to my friends, because I never look at Kim. It would just make me blush or I will start to forget what I was going to say.
Oh, my god.. When I think of Kims eyes, I become all warm! I've got guilt for thinking this..
Is it cheating if you just like another person, and if you still love your partner? If you're just thinking, is that cheating? Please help me!
I would really appreciate some helping comments, if you want to?
Welcome to my new motherfucking blog..
I'm an anonymous human, girl or boy? Use your imagination.
I'm not one of those who will write down everything about my sucky little life. Maybe you know me, maybe you've seen me, maybe I'm your absolutely best friend. Who knows?
Well, the thing I'm going to write about is, well, my life. My thoughts and my deepest secrets. The good thing is that you don't know who the fuck I am, fun?
Sometimes you just have to write down your feelings, but the wrong persons can read it. Y'know, the whole world does have access to everything ever written down on the Internet. That sucks, huh?
I've had a lot of things on my mind recently. About friends, family and love. The usual stuff. It's just so unfair. Some people have the best live they can wish about, but they don't know it.
My life suck. That's something that every human on earth sometimes think. Neither it's just one time, or every single day. But i can assure you - my life does suck.
Oh, my god. I'm sounding like a little girl who tries to fit in through some stupidity-words. But that's certainly not the case!
Hey, have you found out if I'm a girl or boy, yet? Well, I'm not going to tell you. You can have your own illusion of me while I'm writing, OK?
But I'm going to think some more before i write something else.
Peace out, homies!